Carrot cake cupcakes, mowing the lawn, sparklers & lots of running & giggling in the sun - it was a wonderful last day of summer.
I love my boys so much sometimes I feel like my heart just might burst. 🎈💥💗💗💗 Happy 21 months, my little monsters! Je vous aime plus que tout au monde!
And my heart explodes.
"When a man loves cats, I am his friend and comrade, without further introduction." - Mark Twain
Registered and SO EXCITED!!!!
Masterpiece. First oil painting ever (or maybe second?!) and I'm pretty darn happy with the final product.
First popsicle ever and I'm going to go out on a limb and say it's a hit!
I have a wonderful husband who leaves me little bits of sunshine all over our new house. (Flowers by nature, vase by me.)
Days like these are filled with so much love sometimes I feel my heart might burst.
Never been so thankful it's Friday! What an exhausting (and exciting) week! Perfect way to end it: one of the parents brought me a pain au chocolat at the end of the school day!
Afternoon art project.
Favorite pieces I've ever made. Mug + bowl set. LOVE me some Goldstone!
6:37pm and my first real break of the day. Even eaten sitting on the toilet while the the babes take a bath, my favorite mango salsa makes everything heavenly.
Moving day!!!! So excited to be back in the 98118!!!
Morning milk out of cups mama made.
Sometimes the day after you have an emergency procedure to remove a walnut-sized blood clot, you put on Blue's Clues & let your kids enjoy Steve even if they aren't two yet.
Only thing keeping me going today - obsessively looking at the teacher calendar I decked out with my favorite faces. (Yesterday I had an emergency procedure to remove a painful blood clot the size of a walnut, so today I am on lots of painkillers, yet still at work.)
Tata Emma's back in town!!!
Perfect end to any day.
First day on the new job. Classroom set-up.
Taking a dip in glacial waters is a wonderful way to start any day.
Wine, games, community, outdoor movies under the stars, best friends. Most amazing Saturday night I've had in a long long time.
Nothing like an afternoon spent reading alone in a tent in the North Cascades.
Road trip 2014 begins! Friends for life!
I love waking up to my boys. Cosleeping is the best (sometimes)!
I can't believe I'm actually posting a selfie like this, but someone asked me today how it was possible that two years ago I had two babies in my belly. I really took a look at my body tonight and oh my word I am so proud of myself! I have been doing yoga & meditating daily and it has calmed my soul and toned my body. And most importantly helped pull me out of PPD! Now that I'm feeling and looking vibrant and alive I guess it's time to start doing that showering-and-putting-on-clothes-that-are-not-pajamas-or-yoga-pants-thing!!!
Fridge drawing party with their best friend.
Nothing like some good old fashioned beans & rice!
Some days, thank god for KidsQuest Children's Museum because it lets mama have a break.
Look what came in the mail today! I had no idea I was even getting one of these and it makes me soooo happy!! (Especially after a really down week where I really felt that the struggle with PPD is definitely not over yet.) Thanks again so much to everyone who donated to the cause! Still climbing and so proud! :)
Picnic in the park.
My favorite kind of sky.
!!!! Is it possible to feel deep in your bones that life is about to get really good? I have wanted to seriously write for my whole life and I am so freaking excited about this program!!!!
Someday if we ever get around to having a wedding/celebration of love, these babies are gonna be such great flower boys!
Two of my favorite things in life: breastfeeding and Old Town Café in Bellingham! Happy Breastfeeding Awareness Month and World Breastfeeding Week y'all!!
Celebrating love at our dear friends' wedding! We love you C-K family! <3
Homemade (vegan & gluten-free) strawberry blueberry cheesecake. Great meal and great company to share it with!
Call me old fashioned, but there's something delightful about freshly washed laundry hanging out in the sun to dry.
Nothing like a candlelit bath with special salts to finish a three-day detox! I feel so clean & full of life & truly happy!
Saved this little wild baby bunny today, which makes me very happy! Napoleon found it (already very badly injured we think) and was running around with it in his mouth. :( We rescued it & brought it to PAWS. [EDIT: We got a card from PAWS informing us they had to let him go :( but I am still so glad we took the trip up there, as I think it was a good experience for the boys on learning compassion and how to take care of animals.)
I go in to the boys' room 20 minutes after bedtime when I hear crying & find this: all the clothes pulled out of the dresser and Owen stuck in a drawer. It shouldn't, but this made me laugh so freaking hard!
This kid is a karaoke king.
Tippen had his leg amputated a week or so ago, which is part of why I started this project, and today he got his stitches out, which means no more cone! He is already jumping and playing and begging to go outside, which is amazing!
Working on a wedding present for some amazing friends.
First time I've ever won anything in the lotto! I won five whole dollars on MegaMillions!
An Arlo hug on the porch swing. :)
My hubby brought these home for me. <3
The open ceramics lab at North Seattle College is one of my favorite happy places of the moment. A big thanks to Tata Erin for watching the boys & making this one possible.
I've been following Baron Baptiste's 40 Days to Personal Revolution, meaning yoga every day. Considering how crazy my days are this usually means nap time yoga.
Any Coconut Bliss bars are heavenly, but the chocolate... hot damn.
Napoleon has had the worst dreads for a couple of months now. We have tried to maintain it, but he stopped letting us touch him, probably because he was super uncomfortable. Lucky for us, our amazing friend, Kelly is not only an incredible artist, but also a cat whisperer! She came over and spent three hours grooming him until he looked like this! Our little black lion. <3 He is so much happier and cuddly which makes this cat mama so much happier, too!
I love letting the boys run around naked in the yard. Any day I get to see these adorable buns is a happy day..
Picked these in the back yard while the boys were splashing in the pool. Local, organic and amazingly they were perfectly ripe which in mid-July is crazy early! Also, I made that bowl in ceramics last quarter, and those blackberries look damn fine in it.
I decided to start this quest right here in this exact moment. We set up this pool a couple of days ago but mostly the boys have just used it to fill their watering cans as they run around the yard watering anything in sight.
I have been thinking a lot about an article I recently read about mamas putting on their swimsuits and playing with their kids in the water instead of sitting to the side fully clothed due to shame or embarrassment about their bodies. It hit me hard (equally hard as this one) and I've been trying to bust out the suit more often and play with them, but so far it's been just in the sprinkler which they haven't really been too excited about.
(Ironically, or maybe not, the first day I decided to stop caring so much what other people think of my postpartum body and just put on my suit and run around the yard with my kids was the day that this happened.)
So here I am, relaxing in my swimsuit in a kiddie pool in our backyard, cooling off from the heat of the 95+ degree day (that is HOT for us Seattlites!!!). My boys were laughing hysterically, using their watering cans to water me and each other and we were all laughing and splashing and I was having so much fun I just couldn't stop smiling. It's the first time in a really long time where I felt really genuinely spontaneously happy, so I decided what better place to start a happiness journey than here?